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The Last BreathI'm in this mess,
and it's spiralling down.
There's no more to confess,
Yet I'm starting to drown.
Every time I try,
I get knocked to the ground.
And I'm still asking why,
this keeps coming around.
This pain in my mind,
is infecting my soul.
I just need to unwind,
'Cause it's taking it's toll.
My heart's at it's worst,
And i'm starting to break.
I know I've been cursed,
'Cause my life's just an ache.
I beg for my death,
As I hide in the dark.
Wait for my last breath,
I will leave my mark.
Drag yourself to the door,
Feel the tears on your cheek.
When there isn't a cure,
And your outlook is bleak.
I keep going wrong,
Why can I not do it right?
I don't think I belong,
I'm losing this fight.
This is what I deserve,
This sick in my life.
I could lose my nerve,
But I'll still draw the knife.
My hunger for you,
still fires in my heart.
Now you can't see my truth,
And i'm falling apart.
Why can't I grow wings?
And float in the skies.
I had my warnings,
Yet I still told my lies.
Where did my wh
The DarknessI stare into the creeping dark,
Fear awaits me, like a shark.
My body shakes, shivers and crawls,
I stare at these enclosing walls.
Don't kill me, you promised this,
And i believed you, sealed with a kiss.
But now my trust is fading fast,
I'm not sure how long i can last.
The temptation of the knife,
To slit across and kill my life.
To rescue me from burning hell,
The one i sadly know so well.
I live with demons, dogs and devils,
Depression comes and goes in levels.
And all i've got are darkened eyes,
Mistrusted fear and dirty lies.
I see her there, that golden glow,
The deepness circles, so much to show.
Please sever my head and serve it well,
Remembrance of where my soul fell.
My eyes lie open forever more,
My body washes up ashore.
Take me to those dizzy heights,
The memories not filthy fights.
That jingly laugh that breathless kiss,
The eyes i never learnt to miss.
But now i'm scared and all alone,
Intoxicated, unanswered phone.
If thats what you want to do,
Promise me and please b
New book being written..I've started on a new book, not sure of the title. It's set in the year 2096, everything is technology, the government has been overthrown in most countries and replaced by an organisation that lies to the citizens and is doing more bad than good for the people, with the aims to keep humanity safe and protect the world from extra terrestrial life forms that are threatening the earth. The main character is a 19 year old girl, Florence, who's been without her dad for five years and lives alone with her mother. In a horrible accident, officials abduct her mother and she's thrown into a war between two forces trying to win over the power eg evil and good. And also the side moral of if she can save her mother. There's a lot of action, technology, romance and more, so yes, please comment this if you'd be interested to read this when I eventually complete it?
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